I think everyone is sick and tired of this. So come on. Lets put an end to this and work together as a team. My tolerance is up to my limit already. My 'brother' not coming for training and yet he is a committee member, hearing others saying him doesn't make me feel good. I tried talking to him but it seems things aren't improving.

Fine. Forget it. One day when i shout at everyone. It means that i am quitting my job as a committee. I seriously had enough of this. I am here to train. Not to run this IG. I thought i could at least do something for this place where i want to stay but it looks like it isnt easy to even work with people who are trained to work with others.

Today i have this person coming to our training place and one of my friend approached him. He is about 40 year old and he is currently a year 1 student. I did saw him once during the SLA performance and he did approached me and asked about our IG. He came today and he said he wanted to learn from me my EAGLE CLAW BOXING. I am super duper happy la. I didnt expect people coming to me to tell me they only want to learn from me.

He did said he dun wanna learn other tao lu but only mine. Woohoo... But yeah. Since i got disciple now den i got to work doubly hard so that no one can win me in it.

I am sorry i forced you to go for lunch with me when you are so unwilling to eat with me. I didnt know you would rather choose to eat with your friends den me. I thought it will be good to take the initiative to ask you for lunch since if no one ask den you wont be eating. I thought it will be good that i use force on you. But i didn't know you didn't like it at all.

Telling ur friend that you didn't want to eat with me is one thing. That hurt me alot. But in the end you still choose to go with them. Totally changed my mood to eat too. I didn't blame you for that. I consider it as i "duo guan xian shi" can? I wanted to eat with you because i finally got the time to ask u for that since i got friends to accompany too for other days. But since you dun like it den i am fine with it. If i really have no one to eat with on the particular day, then its either i skip lunch or i buy it back to class. Forget about me asking again since my efforts are not appreciated.

Nowadays life are getting more and more unfair to me. What the hell is happening? I see you for 3 days per week. And i am just trying my best to find some time for you. Aren't i doing something to it already? Its not like i want the timing to be like this. But i have realized we doesn't have as much time as the past anymore. So thats why i am trying to grab the opportunities i can get to talk to you. Can't you see it? Or even feel it?

I bet i am not the one you referred in your blog about the one you can turn to. Because to you, i am no longer that person you can turn to after that incident. Isn't it? I am struggling my dear. Can you help me out by understanding the things i do?