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Friday, May 29, 2009 Haixx...Tired and boring...Today marks the last day of school.After this,we will be having 2 weeks of holidays.Yeah...But i think its kind of not good also because i will be thinking of her more often. Honestly speaking,i still cant let it go and she is always in my mind.Every moment.I guess i still cant forget her.Not easy though.But i have to.I will keep myself occupied with things so that i wont be so miserable.UT is over.So happy.Dun need to study anymore. You know what.dun know why nowadays i so suay la.Few days ago i went back to compass sakae to return uniform and collect my typhoid injection money.Den today i received a message that i havent work for one month and i cannot claim the money.I worked for one month le loh.And my manager say that its his money when he gave me.Its like what the hell la.At first he is the one who called me and tell me to go down to collect money one loh.Den now he going to take back his words.I really look down on him la. I dun mind giving back his money la.But for fuck he use his own money to give me.Some more when not up to one month still give me the money.For fuck...Then now say wanna take back.All is bullshit man.I swear i am going to have a big argument with them.Although i am going to return the money.But i shall have some fun before i return him.And make sure i throw his face in front of everyone.Wahaha...At the same time to let off my anger and sadness.Since he is the one at fault first. Wei Ping posted at 9:37 PM Thursday, May 28, 2009 Officially,i have made up my mind.I quitted my job.Finally.After hesitating for so long.I dun know whether i made the right decision or not.But i think this is the best way.Since i am not happy working there.This few days there were too many things happening.Too many decisions i have to make. There was another decision i made.And i dun know whether its right or not.But i guess its the best solution?We broke up.After 2 years plus.Yes.Its that long.And we broke off.I wont say what is the reason.But since she got a new friend and hope she will be happy with it. I told you to know your limits.Chances were given.But you chose to do it this way.So you left me with no choice.No more chance for you.Let me tell you this.I have made myself clear and my stand was clear and firm.Since this is the way you want,den so be it.I wont stop you. I also dun want to see your phone full with other guy's message.Making this decision,i will stop worrying what will be happening next.If this step is necessary,den i take it.I am really disappointed with you.I thought you are someone different from the fifth.But i think you changed too much after going to ite.You are changing more and more unlike you.2 years back then when i first knew you,you were someone whom i think can be trusted. But when i am not with you,things changed.Changed till i can no longer the fact that you changed.You actually hide things from me because a guy you just knew?What a joke.Den i would be a totally useless person if i let this continue.I dun know why this is happening.And i dun want this to happen also.But its the fact that it happened.I have no choice.But to leave.There you go.Your freedom is back.Back to the life you wanted and craving. As such, mine too.Utterly disappointed.Today is 28.By right is our anniversary.If such thing didnt happen,we would have been enjoying today.All thanks to you. Wei Ping posted at 7:59 PM Saturday, May 23, 2009 Haixx...This thing in my mind have been bothering me alot.Whether i should quit my job or not.I really dun know.If i quit it,i will have not income.Den i will have no money for my own things.But this job is really not suitable for me.I am really not suitable to work in this line.I just cant remember those food items name.Its like no freedom loh.I think i should go and look for a new job somewhere near.If you got any job recommendation,do come and tell me.Thanks.See if i can make it or not.I called my manager this morning,wanted to tell her i am quitting.But now i feel like after the holiday den i quit.How?I am really lost. Wei Ping posted at 5:55 PM Wednesday, May 20, 2009 Nothing much to do in class today and its going to be ut time soon.Just now took some pictures with my friends so i am going to post it here and let you all see.Haha.Got to go now and since i got nothing to write.See ya.         Wei Ping posted at 2:12 PM Tuesday, May 19, 2009 Argh...Understanding test coming tomorrow le.Cognitive for the first test.Quite sian loh.Going to skip the briefing for wushu today which i have to go actually.Not feeling well though and i dun wanna stay in school for so long as it starts at 5pm.And i dun know what time its going to end.So i think its better for me not to go.Most probably going home and rest and study for tomorrow.How i wish i can go find her tonight.And plat table tennis with her.But it depends on whether i am recovering from my flu or not. Wei Ping posted at 2:45 PM Sunday, May 17, 2009 Its sunday.So nice that i am not working today.Haha. Long time never go my cousin house le.Everytime i never go because i worked. So today finally went after a few months. Tomorrow got wushu training again.So happy.Hehe...I am going to show some videos i took last week to share with you guys. Wei Ping posted at 9:07 PM Wednesday, May 13, 2009 Wushu training had started.This friday is my third training le...Until now,my whole body still aching.Had been doing alot of stretching and kicking and jumping.Especially now i am training to jump up and stand on the ground when i am lying on the floor.Sometimes i can do it but sometimes i cant.So fed up.So i am trying to master it now.ASAP.Because something big is coming up.Got to perform nicely.Hehe...Thats all for today.Nothing much to blog.UT is coming.So got to revise le.Haha. Wei Ping posted at 10:59 PM Sunday, May 10, 2009 Today mother day really a big day man.This is the first time i am treating the whole family eat.You know what?I spent $93++ on this meal loh....Haha.But ok la.It's worth it to see everyone smiling and laughing.Just felt so nice.Long time never really sit down and eat with family le.I am just so happy to enjoy today.In the afternoon,dear came my house and den we used computer.Den sent her home. Met jolene after that.Actually wanted to meet her early in the morning to have breakfast.But due to the rain,i didnt go.So i met her in the evening to go popular together.Pei one friend have dinner together and den sent her back to work.After that brought her to bus stop and went home.Not long after,went out with family for dinner le.And here i am,with a big hole in my wallet.Haha. Wei Ping posted at 10:38 PM So many days havent been blogging le...Simply felt so tired.Sick of life again...Think of quitting my job.Dun know when will make up my mind.Things arent going well for me today.Keep making mistakes.Argh...Den kanna nag and nag and nag loh...Sian.Indeed,i think this whole week is a bad luck week for me.My grades wont be good i guess. I was late for the first day of the week.Second day i forgot do quiz.This 2 days will make me - one grade liao.Sian diao. Tomorrow is mother day.Will be spending time with family.But i think morning will go find jolene for breakfast.I guess so.If i manage to wake up early loh.Afternoon will be spending time with dear.She so good la.Actually bringing her mother out for lunch in the afternoon.But because of me de she postphone it to night time.Hehe.So honored. At night,bringing parents to kovan have dinner.My treat you know.This is my first time.Being so filial.Haha.Hope my day tomorrow will be very nice and happy.Monday will be starting real training for wushu le..Think it will be tough.But hope i learn something on that day.Dun wanna waste too much time but didnt learn anything.Its monday and friday every week.So busy hah.Alot of people had been telling me i do not have time for girlfriend.I know that ok...What can i do?I am earning money now so that i got money to get married next time ok.Not that i really enjoy working now. I am feeling bad i do not have time with her also.So when i am free i will go find her.Instead of resting at home.Mother had been scolding me for going out everyday even though i am free.But i still went because i know how important the time i have with her is.So i ignore my mother's scolding and go ahead with what i think is right.You all know pattern.I am a very stubborn person.When i made my decision,i wont change it.Ok la.After typing so much words and after letting you all read so much words,its time to see some pictures.I took some pictures when i went back to visit them.Haha.      These are some of the pictures i took in my class and with my classmates.I think dear going to complain again.Haha.I realized my classmates love to take pictures also.Everytime in class they will suggest to take pictures one.Haha.                  Wei Ping posted at 1:05 AM Monday, May 4, 2009 First day of school life without you.Really made my life very miserable.I wonder how you are doing now.Are you just like me?Or you are more than happy?I simply missed alot of things. I miss "SY:Hey,where are you? WP:Highway" I miss "Meeting her at the bus stop and den in the end late for class" I miss "Meeting her in the morning at causeway point and she say dun want la.Later i hot easily." I miss "Having lunch with her and our group of friends." I miss "The time we always joke and play with each other.Ji here and there and poke here and there 'verbally.'" I miss "The time when we always walk to causeway point together and loiter around with bubble tea." I miss "waiting for bus together everyday no matter is day or night,rain or shine." I miss "The way we say bye bye." I miss "Smsing her when i am in bus and got nothing to do while she waiting for bus and nothing to do also." I miss "She tell me reach 'home' den sms me cox at malaysia custom." I miss "Cooking" I miss "Wet dreams" (Ok.This one is not meant to be real but just something we keep saying about almost everyday.Dun misunderstand.) I miss alot alot more.Too much for me to name out. I simply miss everything i had last time.Where did it go now?I simply just lost everything in a second because of a damm freaking sms.I really dun know what to do now.This morning when i go to school,everything is so unfamiliar to me.I dun know why.Maybe because i lost the fun of going to school? This afternoon i had lunch with akina,and her friends.I went to join them because i was alone.I got no friends now.Because i am not close to anyone in my class.I have no friends now,because all my good friends have their own friends.Everybody went separated ways.Even those who clique well. Like my group,syaz,clement,me,erica,sin ying,akina and some more.And ice group.All went separate ways.It's kind of heartening to see all my friends gone.I saw syaz having his own clique.Saw Afika,having her own friends.Saw hiqal,going off with other girls instead of aisya.All this is so strange to me.I dun know how to accept this. DPA.A family meant to be a big bonded family.Where is all the family members?Gone for good?And especially you.You and you.You made the choice to leave.I agreed.I dun want to be like some other guys who keep pestering you all day long.Go jiu go la.I can live alone too.Just how am i going to overcome this obstacle? We all went through the 5 days camp together.Hate the same person,like the same person.And now,we all fall apart.So this is the ending of DPA. I thought we can be best friend forever.Entrusting our trust to each other.Believe in one self.Which we were taught to.And love each and everyone of us like we had never love before.Do we still have the chance to apply what we learn?Who the hell will solve my problem? Wei Ping posted at 5:59 PM Saturday, May 2, 2009 Cool.Finally have the time to really blog.Will be having off tomorrow.This week only work 2 times.Hehe...I spent most of the time with dear.Playing table tennis.Today worked from 12 to 5.Not many customers today.I think because yesterday is public holiday and alot of people came yesterday le.Thats why today no people. I have been working there for almost about 1 month le.Thats so fast.But i dun know how long more i am going to stay there.Kind of tired and more and more things coming.I dun know how to organise my schedule sia.But i got to try my best because my fiancee is nagging that i do not have time for her. So i will do this just for her.By finding time for her.Cant wait for monday to come.I will be having my first lesson in wushu.Hope it will be fun.Hehe...Well.Thats all for now.Lazy to type le. Wei Ping posted at 9:33 PM |
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