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Friday, May 28, 2010 Morning. Stay at home and rot. Nothing much to do. Have been using computer till i step out of house. Afternoon, went out to vivo with dear. Spent about $40 on buying things. So what have i bought? 1.Gatsby wax. 2.3 vcds (Never back down, dead silence, and SAW) 3.USB fan from action city. My laptop have been shutting down on me last night because its too hot. Guess it telling me its too hot. So i bought a fan for it. And now its so cool. Pictures taken at vivo           Night, went for bbq at pasir ris park. Its a family gathering to celebrate my grandma's birthday. I went pretty late though. I was the last one to reach. And thanks to my best friend, i got my way there. Because i asked her to help me check the route. It's also lucky she is free to help. If not i also wont trouble her. Pictures taken at night     Wei Ping posted at 11:56 PM Have been reading this book call "This is my story" this few days. Very touched by her story and i think she is not the only girl who will do that when they fall in love. In fact i think most of the girl will react the same way as she does too if the situation fall on them. I really sympathize her that this kind of thing have fallen on her. I will not talk much about her story. If you are interested in knowing her story, simply purchase a book from the popular bookstore. Its very famous now and its definitely a very interesting story. This is how the cover page look like.  Wei Ping posted at 1:20 PM Wednesday, May 26, 2010 Argh... Too much things to do... PP draft and OOP assignment got to be handed up on the same day. How? How to finish in such a short time? Damn. I really need to burn mid night oil le... But i have been burning but i can only complete a little. How useless i am. Some people are already finishing. Haixx... Wei Ping posted at 7:28 PM Oh god... I didnt know there is a advertisement going on now. So guys. You should know what i am about to say next. So... Do help me out by clicking at the advertisement below. At the same time, do post something on the chat box since i havent been using it for a long time. Thank you so much... Wei Ping posted at 9:30 AM Thursday, May 20, 2010 Have been rather early for school than usual today. So i went to booklink to buy a bottle of green tea and it reminds me of you... Kind of cool i think... So many things resemble... Haha. Had ut1 for database yesterday. Kind of easy but dun think i can score full marks. Sian. But never mind. I tried my best. Having data comm ut tomorrow. So going to study tonight...  Wei Ping posted at 9:28 AM Wednesday, May 12, 2010 Wow… I realized I haven’t been blogging for quite a number of days. Almost been a week plus. This shows how busy I am huh… Actually no la. I cant think of anything to talk about since my life is so boring. Study and work is all I can do now. Is there anymore free time like going out with friends to enjoy every weekends? Or even go places like vivo and plaza sing regularly? It’s a big NO for me now. Well, hopefully it wont be like this ‘forever’. If not I will feel that my life is meaningless. This few days my school have been holding graduation ceremony for those who graduates from year 3. Seeing them wearing that outfit makes me feel like graduating too. Can i? Argh… I think I am too busy till I wasn’t able to meet ‘dream’ last week. I was too tired to get out of house at that time because I had wushu training in the evening time and when she messaged me, it was already 1 plus in the afternoon and I was falling asleep already. So I ended up not meeting her. Felt bad because I haven’t been seeing her for a long time le. Well, its problem 5 from tomorrow onwards and ut1 is coming already. Time pass really fast. Hopefully I am getting out of this place soon because its real tough here. Everyday is a torture to me to study all those things. Its not easy alright.. Wei Ping posted at 9:49 PM Thursday, May 6, 2010 Happened to pass by sengkang popular today and heard about the news that they are not having enough man power. Suddenly made me feel like transferring back so much. I dont know why. Maybe because i can sleep later? Maybe i can reach home earlier? Maybe i dun have to face them? Maybe i can get the full timer shirt? Maybe this maybe that. So many reasons. And which is the real one? I dun know. Just confused. Some pictures to upload since it have been in my phone for so long. Some random pictures.        Wei Ping posted at 9:17 PM Tuesday, May 4, 2010 What can i do? I am so frustrated with the people in the committee. We can never come to a conclusion. Whenever we hold a meeting, it take us super duper long time to end it. But in the end we never get a solution to the problems. We have discussed things again and again and its still not done yet. What the fuck is this? Don't waste my time can? I think everyone is sick and tired of this. So come on. Lets put an end to this and work together as a team. My tolerance is up to my limit already. My 'brother' not coming for training and yet he is a committee member, hearing others saying him doesn't make me feel good. I tried talking to him but it seems things aren't improving. Fine. Forget it. One day when i shout at everyone. It means that i am quitting my job as a committee. I seriously had enough of this. I am here to train. Not to run this IG. I thought i could at least do something for this place where i want to stay but it looks like it isnt easy to even work with people who are trained to work with others. Today i have this person coming to our training place and one of my friend approached him. He is about 40 year old and he is currently a year 1 student. I did saw him once during the SLA performance and he did approached me and asked about our IG. He came today and he said he wanted to learn from me my EAGLE CLAW BOXING. I am super duper happy la. I didnt expect people coming to me to tell me they only want to learn from me. He did said he dun wanna learn other tao lu but only mine. Woohoo... But yeah. Since i got disciple now den i got to work doubly hard so that no one can win me in it. I am sorry i forced you to go for lunch with me when you are so unwilling to eat with me. I didnt know you would rather choose to eat with your friends den me. I thought it will be good to take the initiative to ask you for lunch since if no one ask den you wont be eating. I thought it will be good that i use force on you. But i didn't know you didn't like it at all. Telling ur friend that you didn't want to eat with me is one thing. That hurt me alot. But in the end you still choose to go with them. Totally changed my mood to eat too. I didn't blame you for that. I consider it as i "duo guan xian shi" can? I wanted to eat with you because i finally got the time to ask u for that since i got friends to accompany too for other days. But since you dun like it den i am fine with it. If i really have no one to eat with on the particular day, then its either i skip lunch or i buy it back to class. Forget about me asking again since my efforts are not appreciated. Nowadays life are getting more and more unfair to me. What the hell is happening? I see you for 3 days per week. And i am just trying my best to find some time for you. Aren't i doing something to it already? Its not like i want the timing to be like this. But i have realized we doesn't have as much time as the past anymore. So thats why i am trying to grab the opportunities i can get to talk to you. Can't you see it? Or even feel it? I bet i am not the one you referred in your blog about the one you can turn to. Because to you, i am no longer that person you can turn to after that incident. Isn't it? I am struggling my dear. Can you help me out by understanding the things i do? Wei Ping posted at 12:02 AM Monday, May 3, 2010 Argh... Super duper hungry now... Guess i really need to find something to eat now. I havent ate my lunch yet. I only ate a bread for breakfast. My stomach is growling throughout the lesson. I am doing my rj and quiz now but i cant seem to concentrate. So i came here to blog abit first. Wei Ping posted at 3:53 PM Sunday, May 2, 2010 Alright i am seriously so not feeling well now. My whole body is not functioning well but at least i got no fever yet la. I dun know about the rest of the day. But for now, my whole body is aching and that gives me trouble sitting down or bending down when i am working. Argh. I got to persevere. 1 more day to go only and i can go back to school tomorrow le. Nowadays i dun know why i dun wish for weekends to come. Probably because i dun wanna work anymore le. Although i need the money. Wondering when can i go shopping again like nobody business. I wanna enjoy life like how someone is la. I want LG. Haha. Alright, got to get changing now and go to work le. See ya guys... Wei Ping posted at 9:22 AM Saturday, May 1, 2010 Another week have past and this is the third week now. Time past so fast. Had training yesterday and i am feeling damn shag now. Can someone help me? I seriously dun feel like working today. I am really really tired. I need more sleep. My legs are telling me not to use them because they are down. My body are not reacting smoothly. My throat is in pain. I cant speak. I am simply not feeling well. But nah, still got to work in the end. I have been thinking about this too. But there is nothing we can do. But why do you have to react this way? Everytime when you react this way you hurt me. I tried not to behave like this because i dun wanna hurt you too. I know you will think alot. But why? Why are you doing this when i am trying so hard to stop? What about knowing the fact? What can you do upon knowing the fact? We know the fact since long time ago isnt it? And it still ended up this way isnt it? So why bother? Let it be alright? I believe, "There is nothing we can do". Because i tried and tried and tried. And not me only. We both tried. Lets give up. And stay as what we are. Wei Ping posted at 9:23 AM |
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