It have been raining the whole afternoon, making me unable to move around Singapore freely. Have been taking bus with my friend and transferring here and there. Really sick of taking bus man. So lucky I got bus concession on hand. If not I think I got to spend $100 for bus fare just in 1 week time ah. Up till now, everything hasn’t been going on well, but I will not give up. Because there is something I am working for. And I will not stop because I got motivation to motivate me. I will only be down when my motivation is gone. Wont be working tomorrow. But still got to meet upline, it sucks to see the same person everyday man. So sian.

24/12/2009

WARNING!!! WARNING!!! THIS POST WILL BE AT LEAST 1000 WORDS LONG. A VERY LONG POST. Read on and finish everything and you will benefit from it.

Finally back and going to have off tomorrow. Tomorrow will be cousin’s wedding invitation. He invited us to go to his house for some party if I am not wrong? I am not really sure. And I dun even know what time we are going there. Still blogging here at this time. I just reached home not long ago, and just got everything done and came online to start blogging. Have been working a lot on my business. Learning all the basics of doing business.

Though I was very reluctant in the beginning but I am doing fine now. With new motivation and stronger motivation coming up. My boss did talked to me before. The boss I am referring to is my team leader. He is a very kind man and he is as old as me. Someone who is very success in achieving his goals and he is very well equipped with experience in this business. He have been working in this business for 3 years and now he is a car achiever. Pretty impressive with the speech he gave me this afternoon.

I was quite down yesterday because I went for my first appointment and it was a failure. To me la. But didn’t really get affected by it because I am well prepared. Just felt abit demotivated though but it was alright till now. Back to normal and fighting fit. I am going to hang on. Heard from my classmate erra that she will be quitting. I don’t know whats the reason but I think I wont get affected because of that, furthermore I will be working even harder.

Ok. Shall not talk about work anymore. Went for movie yesterday night. By right I should be meeting my wuhsu friends for movie in the afternoon too. But because I spent too much trying to close the business, I didn’t make in on time. So I went home and went to find them after the movie and shopped with them for a while since I can only be there for a while before I go to meet my SPI friends for night movie.

I regretted for not going with them man. I think it was so fun because almost everyone was there and this is the first time wushu members had such a outing whereby so many people went. Although there are members who cant make it for the movie but still we all went after that. Which is something very heartening to see because everyone is trying so hard to come down for this outing even though we have our own things. Really, wushu is my new family now. We are going to work hard together and form a better family for new people to come in and join us. So those coming to RP, the first thing you should be thinking is, to join RP wushu team.

At around 6.50pm, met qiqun at cineleisure where I was with my wushu friends, then walked from cine to orchard road to look for shaw house as we had our movie with my SPI friend over there. Nowadays town is really getting more and more pretty and beautiful. So many people there when its not even Christmas eve. Got to squeeze our way through to reach shaw house, almost late for the movie.

Wondering what is the movie? It’s “THE FOURTH KIND.” Those tickets are free. The movie is not out yet. Will be out on 31 dec this month. So why did I get the chance to watch it when its not even out? Because shaw contacted SPI to write a article for them to publicise their movie and they gave us 10 pairs of tickets. Which is 20 tickets in total. We got to write reviews for them at the end of the show.

The movie was good. Good in the sense that I have been shocked and the effect of shocking me was really unexpected. Everyone in the cinema got shocked. Even people who are sleeping also woke up by the sound. And its not just the sound that shocked me, but also the disturbing scene that made me feel like being shocked. Sounds weird but its real. Anyway, this movie is based on a real life story. A lady, who survived the torturing from the non-human(paranormal). She is someone who is very braved. And she really look like someone who is dead now. A very ugly face that she got. But seriously, this is something we all have to worry about if this is real. There is no reason you why you cannot believe. Even if you are sceptical, its time for you to worry about this. I wont tell you what the movie is about, you can go and see when its out.

The movie was abit hard to understand at first because they show a few scene together in the screen, which you wont know what is happening. I only come to understand the scene when its half an hour after the movie is screened. So if you think its boring in the beginning, watch out. Don’t fall asleep yet. If not you will be wasting your money.

Yeah. Lets continue with my day yesterday. So after the movie, wanted to have dinner with my SPI friends but they couldn’t find a place to settle down and have dinner. So me and qi qun took mrt back to serangoon and had dinner at s eleven. Sent her home after that.

Today, went to work in the morning till afternoon, went back home and rested for a while and pack my stuff before I went to meet qi qun again to go to summerset. Same thing, we walked from summerset to orchard to enjoy the lightings on the street. As we couldn’t enjoy it yesterday since we were in a rush, running on the street to get to the shaw house before the movie started.

We didn’t stayed for countdown. Dumb right? But yeah, we purposely go home before 12 so we still can countdown but now in town. At the same time we do not have to worry about going home without any transport. But still, in the end I walked home after sending her home because no bus le. L Walked from serangoon to sengkang la. About 45 mins walk? Yeah. Around there. But it’s a good exercise. Pictures will be uploaded soon.

Went for second training today. Things are getting better I guess. And further more I found my main source of motivation. And I know clearly what I am aiming for now. Though I may be bluffing myself but yeah. I will still continue to bluff because its worth it. I am going to go all out. I am going to get that amount of achievements I get when I was in secondary school, working for npcc. From now on, I am a total business guy. J But of course I wont be targeting my friends. So no worries. I don’t need you all to buy. Just help me promote alright? Anyone you know who is sick or have some illness, come to me. I will try to help them. Trust me, my products are workable. Not self declare one hoh. It’s scientifically proven. Results shown.

Came back from first training in venture era. Took 87 to eunos link and changed to 94. Thought it would take a long time to reach eunos. But who knows it much more faster than I expected. And I could alight just straight outside the company. Cool man. Save my trouble walking over from interchange.

Training was bored as expected. The stupid car achiever made me wait so long. And in the end I didn’t even see him because I left early. Sin ying smsed me and asked if I could meet her so that she can pass me something since she is going oversea soon and wont be able to meet me. As what I thought, its my present and I got it right for what I am getting for my present.

Thanks ten sin ying, akina, Erica, akiqa and syaz wan. Espeicially sin ying, thanks for planning everything. Hope you enjoy your trip to Thailand. Remember there is still Christmas present hah. J

And also, thank you a lot to qi qun. For buying the jacket I like. Please to do get sad because you didn’t managed to buy me another one. It’s the sincerity that counts. Doesn’t it? You all know I am not someone who cares about the price one what. The heart is what I am looking for. And I see it in all of you. Thank you so much.

Going for training tomorrow morning again. Same time. Sian. I think I wont be staying for long. I don’t know. Because I have no motivation to work there currently. Although I will say I got a good upline. But that is not the only thing that I should be working for. I am afraid I will lose my friends when I work in this company. Why? Because I am selling health products. Which is not very cheap la hah. But trust me. Whatever I am going to sell, its worth the price and definitely effective. Will be posting those stuff up when I am able to get a picture of it.

Anyway, did I tell you guys I bought shirts for cousin’s wedding? Its cool. Mother bought for me 2 new shirts. Cost a bomb though. But I think ok la. Not very expensive also. Thank you mother. I feel so loved by everyone now. This is life. This is what everyone should deserve. This is what everyone should have. So if you have someone whom you think is worth your love, go for it. Give them all the love you got. Let them feel like what I am feeling now. And likewise, people will let you feel the same way. Way to go man. Enjoy readers.

Pictures taken.

Jacket bought by qi qun

Picture of adidas jacket will be up soon.

To those who are despo to find a girlfriend, this is for you. Though I am a guy and I went through the process of being despo to find a girlfriend when I was little, I still cannot agree with these guys, going around finding girlfriend when they just broke up with one. This is really despicable. Do you think other girls wont know that you got a girlfriend? Don’t you know that your friends are aware that something happened to you and your girlfriend and the reason why you are approaching another girl?

This is seriously throwing your pride with your own hands. If you really like someone, den court that person with your heart and show sincerity. Why ask so much about others life just to know if she is single and available or not? To this particular person, A, you are not worth her ok. She is a good girl and she deserves someone better than you and even me. So what she is your ex classmate? Big deal? It doesn’t concern you anymore ok? She wont choose to be with you just because you are in the same class with her before.

Though this person wont be seeing what I am posting here, but still, to those who are this kind of people. My advice is woo someone with sincerity and your heart. If not you wont succeed. Havent been using this word for a long time. A word that me and my friends used to keep using last time. And this word is to those guys out there. “BASTARD GUY”

Have been sleeping and using computer for the whole day since I just reached home. This is what I do when I am at home la. Nothing much for me to do though. Don’t really feel like going out because I have no money. But I went out to hougang for dinner with mum just now. Met brother for dinner since he is having his dinner at that time. Then went shopping for a while since his time is still not up. Bought a shirt from a shop @ $19.90. Suppose to wear it in the afternoon for cousin’s wedding on 1 jan. Brother will be the one opening the door for them. Wondering why is it not me? Haha. But it doesn’t matter anyway.

Next, after leaving the shop, head towards hougang mall. While brother is heading back to work. Went into future men shop because mother said last week she saw a shirt very nice and attractive. Light blue with long sleeve that can be folded. But after going there, we cant find any shirt that is blue colour. It’s wore on the model last week but they changed it le. So we got no choice but find something that suits me and its nice when it is on me.

Finally found one, and tried the size. Bought it and went home. So happy I had 2 more new shirts now. But one sad thing is I didn’t buy the jacket that attracted me when I was looking for the short sleeve shirt. Saw one white jacket that looks like a shirt too. The vest is jacket material, but the long sleeve is actually cotton cloth material. Quite nice leh. White colour some more. Should have took a photo with it. Didn’t know till ten sin ying told me I should have took a picture of it and wait for people to buy for me since my birthday is coming in 9 more days. 28 December. Remember it. J

Went out to bugis with QQ today. Havent been going out with her for a long time le. Wanted to go ion mall but too lazy to go so far. So we decided to go bugis instead as we think bugis will have lesser people. And yeap, we really did went and enjoyed ourselves. Went to the village when we arrived, she wanted to get herself a ring since she got no ring to wear except our past ring. But couldn’t find a shop that sell nice and cheap rings. So gave up looking for it. Went to iluma instead. But still nothing to shop. Everything there is so expensive.

Even a tiny cup of ice cream cost you about $5 plus. This is a place where only rich people can go ah. Poor people like us cannot go one. Thereafter, walked to junction using the bridge, this is the first time using the bridge to cross over. Since its only my third time there, I presume I am not that sua ku hoh. Before I proceed, I would like to compliment a shop which really catches my eyes when I get in, it may not happen to those who don’t have any interest in anime, but those who are fans like me, this is really a shop you should visit.

Look at these pictures.

And guess where is it from? Tata…

So, lets continue to junction. Went walking around for a while, and its really a while. Looked for food because we were so hungry. Sat down at the hawker centre, bought our food and started eating. Not long later, we heard noises coming from my left. Saw a Chinese girl scolding a auntie, they are both working in the hawker centre. The auntie is the cleaner and the Chinese girl is quite young, wearing somehow formally, guess she is the supervisor. Heard their conversations and I guess I know roughly what happened. Wont say it here because its too complicated.

I just feel that it isn’t right to scold her under lines out in front of the public. As the auntie is really old. Think she is in her 70s already. At least respect the elderly what. Though she is her under lines la. Wonder how educated this kind of people are. She is from china anyway. Not trying to criticize but this is basic respect for human beings hello…

Ok... I know the post is getting longer and longer here. So I will not talk about the incident anymore. Thereafter the dinner, went to Watson to buy hair dye and then went home. Going for the job thing tomorrow. Shit man. Commitments again. Haixx… Tell you all more next time round. Since I will be having wushu camp from tues to fri. Commitments again. Shitty.