New year eve, yet whatever my mind contains are things on 2009. Memories and happenings. I wonder why. Maybe it made a big impact in my life. Passing my o levels, going to rp through dpa. Got to know some interesting people, met someone special, finally sem 1 started, got to know more friends, got into wushu ig. Den went to sem 2, experience a hell in my life and couldn’t accept what had happened and everything ends now. Time flies.

Everyone should be having reunion dinner tonight with their family members. Some may be happy that it’s a time for them to reunion but some may be not because they don’t like the family? Well, some people just aren’t as lucky as others. Some may be watching tv right now as a family, some may still be eating dinner together, some could even be quarreling right now.

Who knows? But since its going to be a new year, then why not do some changes to your life? Everyone wished for a better year every year. But are we trying to improve ourselves to become better? Or are we still being the same as how we were few years ago? Some thought they changed, but did they really change?

What made them change? Environment? Friends? School? What is it? Does it benefit you after you change? Or did you change for the worse?

I would say I learnt a lot last year, which I will never forget it in my life. I went through lots of shit that I couldn’t accept. But I accepted it. Because that’s part of life. Sometimes, things happen to you because its time for you to learn. Not because it happens for god sake. But when it happens, what will you do? Reject it, accept it, or run away from it? 3 possibilities. Choose one. And I can say, I had chose to accept it and learn in the whole 2009. Though it was a hell, but I learnt. And I understood a lot of things.

I persevered, determined, and I finally got my returns. But what about you? When you reflect on the past year, what exactly had you done? Smoke through, ran away from problems, trying not to face the reality, thought you changed and is not the same as the past anymore, all these, is that really true? If it is, then what is your life now? Same or different? If you think you changed and your life is still the same, then whats wrong? Are you going to change it in 2010? Or you are going to let it remain the same for few more years?

So now, think of your new year resolution…