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Friday, October 9, 2009 I am back home again.Just came home from compass point because i went to meet jolene.Chatted for quite some time.And updated each other about our life.The vision of life changing drastically is getting clearer and clearer.I didnt thought my life would be so complicated?I didnt thought i would have so many things happening in my life?Is this really what i have to face when turning into an adult?Have every teenager turning into an adult faced my problems too?I wonder...So many things. Life is getting more and more busy and complicated.But of course there are those who have a more complicated life than me.Actually,i just wanted it to be simple.Really simple.But things just changed ever since i left secondary school.My friends,my life,my family and my relationship.Poof.Everything seems to change in a blink of eye.Thinking about the past,everything seems to have happened last week only. Well,i doing great now,but i just dun understand why it changes without me noticing it?Have i been neglecting something?Maybe its time for me to think again?Nah.But not tonight.I still have driving lesson tomorrow morning. Anyway,i will be getting more and more busy from next week onwards because tons of rehearsal is coming for me.And tons of work is heading for me too.I am trying to look for a job now because i am seriously broke.I dun even have the money to pay for training fees.I feel pathetic about myself.Should i do something to it?Or should i depend on myself to earn my own money with my own hands to pay my expenses?So much things to think about.Argh...But i doubt i can come out with any good solutions. So i will try to think lesser hah...If not my head will go explode.People who are trying to look for me,please save it for the moment because i wont have time for you now.Except next tues.Thats something i have planned.So its exceptional. :P Wei Ping posted at 11:52 PM |
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