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Monday, May 4, 2009 First day of school life without you.Really made my life very miserable.I wonder how you are doing now.Are you just like me?Or you are more than happy?I simply missed alot of things. I miss "SY:Hey,where are you? WP:Highway" I miss "Meeting her at the bus stop and den in the end late for class" I miss "Meeting her in the morning at causeway point and she say dun want la.Later i hot easily." I miss "Having lunch with her and our group of friends." I miss "The time we always joke and play with each other.Ji here and there and poke here and there 'verbally.'" I miss "The time when we always walk to causeway point together and loiter around with bubble tea." I miss "waiting for bus together everyday no matter is day or night,rain or shine." I miss "The way we say bye bye." I miss "Smsing her when i am in bus and got nothing to do while she waiting for bus and nothing to do also." I miss "She tell me reach 'home' den sms me cox at malaysia custom." I miss "Cooking" I miss "Wet dreams" (Ok.This one is not meant to be real but just something we keep saying about almost everyday.Dun misunderstand.) I miss alot alot more.Too much for me to name out. I simply miss everything i had last time.Where did it go now?I simply just lost everything in a second because of a damm freaking sms.I really dun know what to do now.This morning when i go to school,everything is so unfamiliar to me.I dun know why.Maybe because i lost the fun of going to school? This afternoon i had lunch with akina,and her friends.I went to join them because i was alone.I got no friends now.Because i am not close to anyone in my class.I have no friends now,because all my good friends have their own friends.Everybody went separated ways.Even those who clique well. Like my group,syaz,clement,me,erica,sin ying,akina and some more.And ice group.All went separate ways.It's kind of heartening to see all my friends gone.I saw syaz having his own clique.Saw Afika,having her own friends.Saw hiqal,going off with other girls instead of aisya.All this is so strange to me.I dun know how to accept this. DPA.A family meant to be a big bonded family.Where is all the family members?Gone for good?And especially you.You and you.You made the choice to leave.I agreed.I dun want to be like some other guys who keep pestering you all day long.Go jiu go la.I can live alone too.Just how am i going to overcome this obstacle? We all went through the 5 days camp together.Hate the same person,like the same person.And now,we all fall apart.So this is the ending of DPA. I thought we can be best friend forever.Entrusting our trust to each other.Believe in one self.Which we were taught to.And love each and everyone of us like we had never love before.Do we still have the chance to apply what we learn?Who the hell will solve my problem? Wei Ping posted at 5:59 PM |
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