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Wednesday, April 1, 2009 It really Borden me when i am at home for the whole day.Nothing to do.The only thing i do at home is to use computer.I think my com going to explode soon.I hardly let it rest.After eating,is use of computer,then it will be followed by sleeping.When i woke up,computer is on my hands again.This is only the third day of holiday and i am like looking so retarded already. I really don't know what to talk about.I really got nothing to say to you.It's not like i dun want to talk to you but i dun know what to say when i am on the phone with you.I know you are trying very hard to understand me and finding a topic to start with.I am able to continue with it but unable to continue for long.You know i am at home nowadays and there is nothing happening for me to share with you.So where do you want me to find things to talk about?Please know this point. I know i had changed.This is the fact that both of us got to accept.And i am expecting you to change soon too.However,how will we end up like?It saddens me when we are in this stage.Unable to move on and dun know what to do.I am dishearten for not doing much that will benefit both of us.Is this the end of us?Is this the furthest we can go?I dun want to give up but i am grieving.I know this is a irresponsible action but i really do not know what to do anymore.White flag had been raised. Is it really so hard to maintain a distant relationship?No matter how hard i try.I feel the same way. Wei Ping posted at 10:13 PM |
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