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Monday, January 19, 2009 SPI...What is it really to me now?And yet i dun know the answer.I know its just a organization.I am just a agent...But it takes me so much pain to leave this organization.WHY?Aunt came to my house just now,and i told her about SPI.And while i was viewing the forum,she saw those pictures on the net.And she had been paranoid by the pictures only.Asking me is that the kind of place i always go.And i replied yes.Or what should i say?No? To be honest,i am proud to join SPI.And i am so proud that i am in SPI now.She want me to QUIT.NO WAY.Its so impossible.I cant leave my mates like that.I cant just put down my interests that i had pursued for so long.Since young i had been interested in paranormals although i am scare.But i still enjoy scaring myself.No one is gonna stop me from doing what i like.And thats a definate answer.Even my parents had given up in convincing me to quit. I had gone so far for staying in SPI.I cant give up now.Not saying that i am aiming for something in SPI but i really love my friends.They made me felt like i am in another big family apart from my real family members.They are the real reason why they made me stay.Although there are people who DISCOURAGE me because they think they are in SPI longer than me and he is closer to the founder.So what?Big deal?We share the same interest.Which is researching on paranormals.Not to become a EA or what so ever.This kind of people who only do things for their needs are not FIT to be in the peace and happy family.Because they will only break all of us out. But however,coming back to the main point,i am not giving up.Aunt had been taking care of me and my brother since we were baby.She bought things that we like.Always buy things for us.But now,i feel kindda bad not to listen to her.What should i do?Argh...I am in a difficult position...So many people had advised me to leave.But i ignored.And i guess i am going to continue ignoring. :) Wei Ping posted at 8:40 PM |
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